“when you say that you are alright
i’m counting down the seconds in my head
but after days of waiting
your eyes glow brighter instead”

—

( x )

Blinding - Zach Schimpf

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musings, rp musings, ☒ | ɪ'ᴍ ᴊᴏʜɴ ʟᴀᴜʀᴇɴs ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ;; [about], ☒ | ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴊᴇᴀʟᴏᴜs ʟᴏᴠᴇʀ;; [hamilton], ☒ | ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ʜᴏʟᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɴʀᴀɪsᴇᴅ ᴍᴏʟᴇs;; [musings],

“when he died
the gods should have placed him
among the stars
not forgotten
in the ground.”

— the gods were unkind to you / j.m  (via thedestrcyer)

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☒ | ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ʜᴏʟᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɴʀᴀɪsᴇᴅ ᴍᴏʟᴇs;; [musings],

“…dusk is falling, I love you.”

— Marina Tsvetaeva, in a letter to Rainer Maria Rilke, from Letters Summer 1926: Pasternak, Tsvetaeva, Rilke
(via luthienne)

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☒ | ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ʜᴏʟᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɴʀᴀɪsᴇᴅ ᴍᴏʟᴇs;; [musings], ☒ | ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴊᴇᴀʟᴏᴜs ʟᴏᴠᴇʀ;; [hamilton],

“I was raised feral, and I mostly stayed that way.”

— Gillian Flynn, from Dark Places
(via lifeinpoetry)

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☒ | ɪ'ᴍ ᴊᴏʜɴ ʟᴀᴜʀᴇɴs ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ;; [about], ☒ | ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ʜᴏʟᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɴʀᴀɪsᴇᴅ ᴍᴏʟᴇs;; [musings],

“combahee”

—

he looks AHEAD and sees the world in front of him, banishing the feeling of FEAR as he watches a row of guns steadily aim at him, commanded to fire the moment he gets in close proximity,

he bucks in his saddle, bracing himself and closes his EYES as

bang

a bullet pierces through his

bang

right shoulder followed by another and

bang.

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rp musings, hamilton rp, john laurens, death tw, death //, gun tw, gun//, ☒ | ɪ'ᴍ ᴊᴏʜɴ ʟᴀᴜʀᴇɴs ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ;; [about], ☒ | ʀᴇᴅᴇғɪɴɪɴɢ ʙʀᴀᴠᴇʀʏ;; [history], ☒ | ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ʜᴏʟᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɴʀᴀɪsᴇᴅ ᴍᴏʟᴇs;; [musings], ☒ | ᴛᴏ ғʀᴇᴇᴅᴏᴍ;; [historical v.], ☒ | ʟɪᴠɪɴɢ ᴄʟᴏsᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴏᴜɴᴅ;; [v. 0002],