sweet starters.

skyesmemes:

“you’re fucking beautiful, you know that?”
“i will love you enough for the both of us.”
“i don’t care what you’ve done. i just care about you.”
“i would spend my entire life being what you need me to be.”
“i will take care of you until i can’t anymore.”
“nothing is more important to me than you.”
“i’d kill for you.”
“i would wait for you for as long as i have to.”
“i will never let anyone hurt you.”
“i’m here. i’m right here. breathe, please.”
“i’d like to see them try and hurt you.”
“i could lead a million lives and i’d still want to come home to you every night.”

ciceroprofacto:

THIS IS TRUTH JOHN LAURENS IS SUCH A NATURE GAY.  
fun fact- while he was on parole, Laurens went spelunking to find himself. 

In Hamilton’s letter of 12 September, 1780: 
“I was told you were going to explore the caverns of the blue mountains in quest of knowlege; enterprises of this kind are worthy of you, not fruitless repinings at your fate.”

Laurens was such a nature gay.  And Ham was so on board.

somethingincrediblyright:

I’m in love with
Dead memories
(insp.)

”Me? I died for him”
Because I like making myself cry for some reason?!?!

>> skilledquill : 

                          _{He holds the other, and while Alex has held him a million times in his arms before; THIS time there is a DISTURBANCE between the pair. Alex determined to protect Jack, let’s his words fill the air ( it gives him a moment to be level-headed about this all ) while Alex could GIVE a fuck about what Jack’s father thinks, he knows it’s not as EASY for Jack. Children no matter what, ESPECIALLY son’s only want to make their father’s proud.}

                                   _{❝ —-I imagine he can’t be pleased can he?… ❞ Perhaps the WRONG thing to say as Alex goes to clear throat, and goes to gently turn Jack’s head his way,❝ LOOK–we ALWAYS knew it was going to be hard Jack—the hiding, and the lying…I love you though, and I’m NOT going to let you go through this ALONE. I’m staying HERE with YOU. ❞ Kisses are lightly pressed against splattered freckled cheeks as he tastes his lover’s tears, those freckles that Alex has always so lovingly adorned with kisses.}

                                 _{❝ What did he S A Y ? ❞ It’s hard to keep the hatred of Henry Laurens from tone, as Alex goes to look into the other’s eyes, ❝ Tell me, I need to know so we can BOTH figure out what to do…❞ lithe fingertips going to reach for the others, ❝ You’re not ALONE, you know that right? ❞ Another reiteration of Alex’s support. His voice barely above a whisper.}

_{ᴊᴏʜɴ feels himself grow weaker as another silence hangs over the two, yet he manages to gain enough strength to wipe his damp eyes with the sleeve of his arm. they stay like that for a minute, seeming to be at peace in each other’s arms but the both of them know well that that’s not what’s going on. god damn it, ᴊᴏʜɴ , say something. most of his life after meeting  ᴀʟᴇx had been spent away from his father- he NEVER had to worry about this, no.}

_{he’s slightly alarmed when the other hovers over his face, leaning in for a kiss- or several. a faint giggle escapes his throat as ᴀʟᴇx presses his lips under all over ᴊᴏʜɴ’s cheeks, which were already flushed from hastily smearing his tears away in hopes that ᴀʟᴇx wouldn’t be too distressed with his sobbing. “ i… ” he couldn’t think of anything else to say, really. his thoughts are constantly wandering, scattered- he tries his best to focus on ᴀʟᴇx, grounding himself on his voice, his scent, his touch- “ i hope so. ”}

_{he ponders on ᴀʟᴇx’s question, and feels his mind hit a solid wall as he fought back the tears building up in his eyes. just stop crying. “ he… he didn’t say anything, no. ” nothing. he said nothing. it’s enough to make him FEEL the lack of acceptance. “ he just. shut me out. ” ᴊᴏʜɴ buries his face in his hands. “ i wish he did, i wish he said something. maybe it wouldn’t hurt as much. ” ᴊᴏʜɴ weaves his fingers through the other’s, indulging in the comfort of the contact of the other’s hand on his.
ᴊᴏʜɴ ‘s palms were getting sweaty, but right now, he didn’t need to worry about that. “ …please don’t let go. ” he mutters under his breath. THIS is where he feels safe. not- definitely NOT back ‘ home ’.}

eliza:

^{( sent // john ): john?}

^{( sent // john ): what’s wrong? do you want me to come over?}

^{( sent // john ): are you alright?}

^{( unsent // john ): okay that’s a really stupid question of course you aren’t.}

[ to : lizz ] eliza its the middle of the night you dont have to come over we can just

[ to : lizz ] we can just talk. 

[ draft : lizz ] im a complete wreck ri ght now i cant breathe oh my god i just need t

[ to : lizz ] im fine yeah just.. i sound so stupid right now. it was just a nightmare hahahaha ha,, i mean it felt so real. .. it really did.

[ to : lizz ] have you ever been shot by a gun in a nightmare, liz ??

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